A Motivating Factor…

The day has just begun and things are already getting busy.  I had my antipsychotic injection in the derrière this morning.  Rebecca was a regular chatterbox and oh so personal as usual. I just sat and listened as she stood and told me what she got her daughter for Christmas. I would occasionally smile. She makes small talk so easy. She gets the socially anxious person's seal of approval. Mom and I then head out to see The Book Thief at 1:30 PM.  Mom sounded excited on the phone this morning.  We are also eating lunch at Chic-Fil-A.  I can consume their sandwiches in vast amounts if money wasn’t much of a limiting factor. I also want to visit Best Buy and pick up some new headphones which is a prime motivating factor for me.   The foam cups that sit on my ear of my current Sony headphones have about emitted their last concerto. Tonight, on top of everything else, Mrs. Sandra will meet mom and I at the Mexican restaurant for another important ritual that must be tended to. Sandra and mom will gossip as I quietly eat my meal which tends to be the shredded chicken burritos these days.

Source: The 4th Avenue Blues - December 12, 2013 Category: Mental Illness Authors: Andrew Quixote Source Type: blogs