I'm so tired...
Once again, I'm left with a big question mark about what is wrong with me. I am so very tired, I can go to bed and sleep for hours during the day - to the point where I wake up during a dream, and that is so NOT LIKE ME. Even after my surgery, I would get tired and would WANT to go to sleep, but could not. I would think it would be good for me, go to bed and just lay there, not able to sleep.But since I ran out of Lamictal for 3-4 days, however long it was and started back again, then went out and drank too much that I was vomiting and had a hangover until 5pm the next day, then slept the whole NEXT day, I don't know what is wrong with me! How is a person supposed to know these things? Am I depressed and am just wanting to sleep my life away? Yet I am PHYSICALLY EXHAUSTED. I don't just feel like I want to hide away, there are things I want to do, I'm just too tired. I have no energy to walk up and down the stairs, to take a shower, to get dressed, even to make lunch - I'll just eat crackers out of a box. I'm mean that's really freaking lazy!I need to enroll for school, I do want to go to school yet I am very anxious about being behind, but at the same time...I am SO TIRED! Will I be able to make it to school every day? I mean, right now, I can't even return a simple phone call! That overwhelms me, and it's just details about the doors we ordered so they can start building them. Yes, I know, why do doors h...
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