Lamictal - What a Hell

I wrote half of this last night, and finished up the other half this morning.  So part of it I am feeling better than the first half...I'm slowly improving from my Lamictal withdrawal symptoms.  I think my body went through a lot today, it does NOT feel well at ALL.  It feels like it went through hell, I feel like I'm getting over the flu or something, I feel pretty awful.  I thought it was completely mental, but apparently my mental anguish was so extreme that it overwhelmed whatever was going on with my physical body because my body sure does feel like it went through something rough.I'm just now noticing I'm no longer verbally saying each word as I type it, so that's good - my focus must be much, much better.  I'm watching television now and following along.  As I think I said in my million posts today, my relationship with my dog suffered quite a bit today, he sensed something was different with me and kept away from me.  Without meaning to, I was absent-mindedly pushing him away when he would get close to me and who knows what else I was doing!  Of COURSE nothing cruel, I love him to death, just not my normal smothering him with love type behavior I'm sure.  I was completely in a fog.  He was in the master bedroom where he hoards all of his favorite treats and toys and I heard what I thought was vomiting so I ran up there to make sure he was okay.  I have never ever seen him do this before, but my little 6 pound dog ...
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