Mailbox Talk - Deflection

I had a bad day yesterday. I did a several things that I am technically not " supposed to do " . They are simple enough things, but things that either I know or have been told throw me off.I have thrown myself into Christmas decorating this year. I made a list of about 20 things I wanted to get done in my planner. I have been told not to do that with my business - it adds overwhelming stress that I can not deal with. Why in the world I thought it would be okay for my personal life I had no idea.I did get my listings back on the online ecommerce site where I have my shop and sold a wreath, but this is now the slow season. That is a good thing for me actually. It feels good to have a " job " again.So...I have time to decorate this year, even though it is late in the year. I cannot remember the last time I have decorated like I am now. I made this extravagant mail swag, which I was then going to make a huge bow to place on top of the swag, on top of the mailbox.It was SO SO bitterly cold yesterday. Let me start by saying - as crazy as this sounds, I am allergic to very cold weather. It triggers my asthma. My asthma wasn ' t triggered, but later I could not figure out what was wrong with me.Anyway, it was perhaps 2:00am and I was outdoors taking measurements of everything about the mailbox and the post. The temperature was in the negative with the windchill even colder. Sure, I felt it, but I was quick.I t...
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