Closed Shop - Opening A New Chapter

I get so anxious for no reason sometimes. We did not get into a fight after I wrote that last post, but I completely understand why he was so upset about work, as well as understand why I would be anxious. I need to work on that about myself and have been - trying to be more in the moment. Obviously I have a LOT of work to do.I was so sedated being on 100mg of Topomax that I cut the tablet in half and am now just taking 50mg. I need to text my psychiatrist and tell her that I have done that. I have a lot more energy now.I told the ecommerce site yesterday that I wanted to close my shop. The orders were overwhelming, but I was so sedated I had gone for a few weeks without sending out a single one. But I was not making any profit either. I discussed it with Chris and he agreed with me. I need to keep my commitment though and finish my orders. 14, ugh. But then I am free.They were nice and said to let them know if I ever wanted to reopen my shop and they would. They had originally written me because, of course, this is the second time I have gotten so behind and they wanted me to catch up and then I would be on 4 weeks probation. The probationary period would be taking orders but not collecting the funds until after the probationary period was over, although I could use the funds towards shipping, etc. That was okay, whatever, but thinking about being back in this situation just overwhelmed me. It still d...
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