Life Updated

I have so much to say, I don ' t even know where to start.  I guess it ' s two months into the divorce proecss?  I would need to check.  Mark and I were on speaking terms but now not so much.  He is gone a lot and I have no idea if he is having an affair.  The strange thing is that I don ' t seem to really care, only glad when he is gone.  I did cry last weekend when I thought he had been having one before he asked for a divorce.  I am pretty much okay and then something will happen and I will get upset or depressed for a little while. I am ready to start a new chapter, a new life.  My attorney will be filing for temporary spousal support soon.  I have no idea how he will take the news when he finds out, nor how he will react when he sees me afterwards.  Wouldn ' t it be nice if we could just ignore each other like always?  Lots to do to prepare for safety in case it gets out of hand.I have a situation and am so confused.  His name is Blake.  One day I will be reading this and know how this story ends.  I mean, it does have to end eventually, right?I have no idea how we started talking, but DO know that I sent him a friend request on Facebook.  I only recognized his name but never knew him - I noticed he lived in my same Chicago ' burb and knew he went to my junior high in rural KS. How it got from there to here is a mystery to me.  We text constantly, and this part is confusing....the l...
Source: bipolar.and.me - Category: Psychiatry Source Type: blogs