Hold On My Heart

 Hold on my heartJust hold on to that feelingWe both know we've been here beforeWe both know what can happen Got nothing specific to say. I just woke up from a deep long siesta. Hy head feels pretty good although a little bit seems heavy and dull. Actually numb. I have no feeling. No idea. Just like an animal. Like a dog walking around for no "reason". Just to explore or, to implore. To implore an odor or a sight. A light. A dim sun. As dim as a numb head. As quite as a summer afternoon. No sounds but a wizz in the ears. A slight wizz that you can only attend to if you want to.  Hold on my heartCos Im looking over your shoulderOoh please don't rush in this timeDon't show her how you feelI bring my tea kettle. Put some water. Lit the fire. Wait for the water to boil. And took some other pictures.  Hold on my heartThrow me a lifelineI'll keep a place for youSomewhere deep insideI remember some old incidents. Some old conversations. Actually fights. Verbal aggressions. Misunderstandings. Moments of tension. Moments of tears. Yet my face show no expression. A face of a statue. Eyes are widely opened. Blinking was forgotten. Actually not needed. A sigh comes. A breath in. The eyes close for a while the breath is going out. The legs finally moves a bit. A look at the kettle.    If I can recall this feelingAnd I know there's a chanceOh I will be thereYes I will be thereBe there for youWhenever you want me toWhenever you call oh I will be thereYes I will...
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